Look at that...I missed Day 2. How bad am I? Yesterday started out with the best of intentions and once again I blew it. Totally blew it.
Barring that it was a great day. Barring the fact that food totally made me feel like shit yesterday, it was a great day.
So how would Jillian describe my day yesterday? She's my hero, but she'd probably yell at me and you know what, I'd deserve it. Eating while my stomach was busting at the seems. She'd ask me what I got from it. I'd say nothing. I was so full I was miserable, but I ate anyhow.
Today was a better day. I even cooked tonight, but it was not, I repeat, not low fat. Chicken picatta with capers...not low fat in any way, but oh so yummy.
What am I looking for? Someone to do the hard work for me? Something to make me start eating healthy and not using food as a substitute? Who knows. I don't have the answer today. Maybe tomorrow. Hopefully tomorrow.
Hope your day was better than mine.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Day 1
So I need some accountability here. Now! Today! My life has been slipping by me one day at a time. I've given it to food and I'd like to get off the roller coaster...NOW!
I was going to title my blog something like Julie/Julia but I'm going for a little anonimity here so no ........./Jillian. Besides she'd kick my ass and tell me I was lazy. I don't need her to tell me that cuz I already know it.
Just in case anyone comes across this blog I'm starting this adventure at 220 pounds. Wow, that was ugly to write. Now, don't any bigger people get all pissy with me and tell me that's nothing because we've all got our own mountains to climb over...mine just happens to be huge at 220.
I'll be writing everyday for 365 days to see how much I can actually change my relationship with food and debunk this foodie status, but then, if it was that easy they wouldn't of come up with the term foodie. Who did start using that word?
If you want to join in, feel free to comment. If not, that's fine too...this is mainly for me.
Now if this isn't sad for the first post I'm gonna stop here cuz I want to go get a Coke and watch some TV. Really, I'm starting tomorrow...I mean come on it's 10PM.
I was going to title my blog something like Julie/Julia but I'm going for a little anonimity here so no ........./Jillian. Besides she'd kick my ass and tell me I was lazy. I don't need her to tell me that cuz I already know it.
Just in case anyone comes across this blog I'm starting this adventure at 220 pounds. Wow, that was ugly to write. Now, don't any bigger people get all pissy with me and tell me that's nothing because we've all got our own mountains to climb over...mine just happens to be huge at 220.
I'll be writing everyday for 365 days to see how much I can actually change my relationship with food and debunk this foodie status, but then, if it was that easy they wouldn't of come up with the term foodie. Who did start using that word?
If you want to join in, feel free to comment. If not, that's fine too...this is mainly for me.
Now if this isn't sad for the first post I'm gonna stop here cuz I want to go get a Coke and watch some TV. Really, I'm starting tomorrow...I mean come on it's 10PM.
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